well today i did the usual mon/wed thing. wake up. go to school. since i dont have a 5 pm class anymore since i failed my first 2 test, i went after my 3 45 class to the gym. went to publix and but a bunch of healthy food to store in my new frige in my room. brought it home then got a hair cut. i look pretty cute but sean hates it when i cut my hair.  i like it though plus i had really bad split ends. then i went to my reading class. it was fun we played a game and my partner was this tall weird lookin kid and we got third place out of 10 teams. from school i went to the gym and got a really good work out. i cant wait to visit sean so i look all good and healthier. i think he will be proud of me. i miss him so much. i want him here. i didnt know this long distance relationship would be so hard. i thought i could handel it but its so stressing. not knowing what hes doing or if hes safe or anything. he tells me what hes doing so im fine, plus i trust him. but i feel so lonely over here. im so used to being with him everyday. i miss his laughter and hes smell and him holding me and his cheating at our card game. i miss him so much,. at least he can handel it better because hes with his friend over there im tampa and he can keep his mind off of it. but i have nothing to do except work, school, and gym. sean i miss you. come back to me. 

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